After a Serious Thought

Reminiscing the Times when...

The days and nights..

The hours ad minutes..

Where I always put a smile on my Face..

A face where it showed simplicity..

A simplicity that came to complications..

Those were the Times when..

I am so confident and secured..

The idea where things are reachable..

The change where it showed less..

Over and over it shows but blinded am I..

Then sadness covers..

This Times..

Nights where you spoke to non-living things..

Asking and begging for strength and patience..

Pillows and blankets are your only comfort..

The bed shows off the weakened spirit..

And the room is filled with unanswered questions..

The Times when..

Actions showed off detachment..

Words that made it feel so miserable..

Where you have nothing to grasp..

When holding on tight makes it so painful..

Wonders where and what had happened..

And the Times now..

Helpless am I when discarded by your attention..

Pitiful when taken for granted..

Trying to fit in even never wanted..

Reaching out to see if I am there..

And I still don't know how it came about..

Until the Times..

When words seemed dead..

And touch can never heal..

To close your eyes meant silence..

Drops of water become an outlet..

Kindly it feels so cold..

Over the Times..

Wondered if I ever cross your mind..

Once said Trust and things will be fine..

What had happen to the Times..

Where did it go..

Looking forward again to the Times..